i don't think anyone know's this about me, but i have OCD. no, im not faking it. I've always had this, just i never tell anyone because i wait until they realize it or because i realize they are staring at my hand. What i do is some weird thing with my fingers and toes. Mostly my left hand and foot, weird right? i can't really describe what the "motion" i do is, you'd have to see it. It's starting to get irriating because i feel like it's getting worse. I now have these 2 little wort things in between my pinky and ring finger (where this whole OCD thing goes on) from the pulling/cracking of skin and rubbing together. OCD is so strange. It's the weirdest feeling. Whoever has it know's what i'm talking about. It's hard to explain but here goes my attempt : its like, when you have an itch, and you just CANT scratch it, you get that weird tingly feeling, untill you do it. That's pretty much the same thing, im just not itchy. Also i do it multiple times untill it feels right...yeah im a creep. It's hard to understand when you don't have it. No, I wasn't dignosed by a doctor but i no i have it so no use in going lmao. It's funny when im getting pedicures and I do it with my toes the ladies always like " put toes down!", sorrrrry can't help it :/ I'm not crazy , im not like those OCD people you see on True Life or whatever your thoughts about it is, I'm not even really sure if this is OCD, but i obsess over doing this with my hands & toes until it feels right. It's really bad on my left hand though & the worst is when i have tight shoes on and i can't do it with my toes, i FREAK out.
For those of you who don't no what OCD is its Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder.
here's the definition i found online :
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), one of the anxiety disorders, is a potentially disabling condition that can persist throughout a person's life. The individual who suffers from OCD becomes trapped in a pattern of repetitive thoughts and behaviors that are senseless and distressing but extremely difficult to overcome.The obsessions are unwanted ideas or impulses that repeatedly well up in the mind of the person with OCD.
just saying - im not trapped in anything, OCD is multiple things so this is just a definition i found online. I don't have "unwanted ideas" & im not crazy, not saying people with this are, obv. But there are really bad cases of this , and i don't have that.
lol this is fun, i have plenty of unknown facts about myself, maybe ill randomly post them at different times.
xo