today has been one of the worst days ever. im completely miserable and to make things worse, i got stuck in my local train for 20 minutes untill some old man was having a panic attack that they had to let everyone out as an emergency. I almost had an attack myself, i hate being closed in a place like that. Before that, the subway was taking a while to travel also but it was just sitting for about 3 minutes tops. These all topped off my horrible day, actually horrible 3 days. Ive been miserable these past couple days. Lately, all i want to do is crawl up in a bed and sleep and not talk to anyone.